Assalamualaikum and hi
Everyone who reads must surely aware that I'll be sitting for SPM this year. I know I've been telling this over and over, but I would never get bored to tell this every single second. This year will decide my future. Sounds cliche, but I do realise about it and I'm not going to waste it.
Anyway, as a student myself, I always did some mistakes here and there. Mistakes that I did with a purpose or not. I've been regretting those mistakes each time, tried to put them away, but still they were there. I'm so done honestly. Here are the top sins I've made as a student since I knew what is life looks like.
#1 No Focus
My biggest problem and sin ever, I guess. I always lose attention in classes. Basically, my focus would only last for somehow twenty minutes and I will do something else afterwards. Poking my friends, having some nonsense chit-chat or even sleep! I don't really know what had happened to me for this past years, but this not going to be any worse. I'm going to change. Luckily, the duration of a subject changed to only thirty minutes now. It was forty minutes before. So long and boring!
#2 Procrastinate
I've mentioned about this before. I tend to procrastinate, like always, procrastinate. I skipped homeworks, not even bother to finish them up in time and that was really bad. I have to stay up until 2am just to finish my homeworks that I've abandoned for the whole week. Seriously. This was an unbelievable side of me and I'm slowly changing now. Alhamdulillah.
#3 Never to ask
I'm not going to understand something real quick like some people always do. I need time and sometimes I can never understand them. This is getting worsen when I never ask. Teachers always give us the chance to ask when we're having trouble. However, I never grab this opportunity. Pathetic. I was too shy or even too lazy to ask. Not going to do that anymore. I'm not going to be any better.
#4 Too lazy to do revision
I've been using a planner nowadays. I have to admit it did help. I can barely finished my homeworks on time, having good times for myself and enough time to rest. However, I never use my ample time to do some revision. The spirit was there, but the lust would never help. I finished my homeworks by the evening, ironing my uniform for like an hour, and have enough time to study, around two hours and it was totally more than enough! I can finish a subtopic by that two hours, but I've never done a thing until the moment I write this. I hate myself so much.
#5 Distracted too much
I always got distracted. Especially to anything related to entertainment. I will spend most of my time with them and forget everything else. I've tried to avoid this, but having a sister that loves the same things like you would never help anything. She was the one who'll inform me about every single thing. When will the drama started, what will be on air tomorrow night and such. I'm so exhausted by all this.
That's some of my biggest sins as a student. I need to change myself or I will be in serious trouble.
That's some of my biggest sins as a student. I need to change myself or I will be in serious trouble.
How about you? What are your sins as a student? Share them with us!
Till then 💋