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Time flew and it's already the eleventh day of December now. We might or might not notice it. I still can't believe the fact that I'm growing old every single second. This scared me like hell. I always want to be better but never take any action to change myself. Honestly, I missed my old self. The one who always gets inspired, never say no to study and always hold a pencil to write. I'm no longer that same person. I've changed. Even not drastically, but still I've changed.

I'll sit for my SPM by next year. I must say that I have no more time to goof around like a kid. But this is what I'm still doing until now. It was just me and it was too hard to change. Somehow, I think my old self (which was me when I was twelve or less) was much better. Matured and serious and never think of a way to leave my books. I really wish that 'me' will come back! 😭

I have to admit. Back then, there's no such technologies such as a smartphone or laptop in my life. I do have them but I don't use them frequently, like what I'm doing now. Like I've said before, my life back then was full of books, books and more books. I rarely enjoyed myself, alone or with my friends. But now things changed. It was like I'm too enjoying my life without thinking about the pros and cons. Now, I'm trying to keep away things that distract me and spending more time with my books. It's been hard though, honestly. But I'm trying. 💪

Me, in my primary school ages was much different from now. Back then, I don't know how to jokes around or put a prank on my friends. I really took care of my friends, mentally and physically. I don't want them to get hurt because of me or I'll be depressed for making them feel bad. I'm putting my best efforts to make them happy with me. I don't want to lose them in any matter. But now, friends were like a toy. Either me hurting or they hurt me, nobody would care. They come and they go.

I'm a real nerd back then. Books and books. Nothing else. I'm a nerd and be friend with those nerds, perfect living. There's no such thing like 'let's watch a movie tonight' or 'hey, wanna hang out with us at a restaurant later?'. Definitely no. We come to school, study and go home. Ah, we did some study groups too. So lame, isn't it? 😂 Study and books and the routine continue till we'll be sitting for our UPSR. Alhamdulillah, all of us achieved well. I mean, me and my nerdy friends, the ones who go to school, study and go home. But now, they've changed too. Some got their boyfriends and some were in love with beauty products. Yes, at the age of 16.

I really hope I'll be my old self. Even if I have to do it without my nerd friends. I want to improve myself. I want to impress my parents or perhaps my whole big family, like what I did back then in 2012 with my UPSR results. This time, I want to rock with my SPM results. Hoping that it will be much better. I did well in my PT3 last year but I don't feel any satisfaction. Maybe because I don't have all A's in my result? Ahaha. I'm a paranoid. Pathetic. 😪

For this upcoming SPM, I hope to achieve at least, yes at least 6 A's. I don't put too much hope on those science subjects which were Biology, Physics, Chemistry and Add Maths. I'm too afraid that I might not do well. So, those basic subjects hopefully could help. I'm not a genius and never want to be but at least I'm trying. It was for them who want to see my achievements and for myself too. Well, who doesn't want to get a foundation after all, no? It could help to ease my parents too, aight? 😁

So, I just want to conclude that I've changed now and I want to change to my old self back. I really wish this, seriously. I don't care what people going to say. Nerd or what. As long as I'm happy with myself. I need encouragement. Will you help me? I would gladly accept your helping hands. 😍

I think this is long enough 😂

Till then. Wallahualam 💋

Assalamualaikum and hi

I was scrolling on Bloglovin' few days ago and found this post and I think it would be great to do my version. You can read the original version here anyway.

Let's get started 😊

100 Things to Be Thankful For

Life
Mother Nature
Mom's nags - we won't know when it will stop
Family
Friends
Laughs
Cries
Hard times
Good times
Books
A good sleep
Imperfection
Disability - this make me always want to improve myself
Health
Foods - especially mom's cook
Television shows - so I won't get bored
Songs that I listen to
Memories that I shared with my family and friends - they were too precious
Memories that I shared with strangers
Home
Bed
Teachers
Bias - I don't know but they made me feel good
Fresh air
Childhood things
Every single smiles
Mistakes - they help me to be better person in future
Spending times with my love ones
Teachers
Freedom
Internets
Gadgets - especially my phone and laptop
My pasts - help me to be more matured
Art
Alone time - not every second should be spend with people, no?
Warm hugs - for and from them who I loved so much
Education
Ability to help others
Long and refreshing bath
Favourite clothes
Favourite days
Favourite foods
Favourite drinks
Favourite blogs
Favourite colours
Favourite things
Rainbows
Siblings' fights - our bonds are much stronger by days
Blissful mornings
Things I dislikes
Oxygen
Science - they are wonderful
Dad's death glare - it reminds me that I did mistakes
Holidays
Seasons
Rainy days
The Sun
A peaceful living
Comedies - which often make me laugh out loud
Vacation
News
Messages from family and friends - so we can always keep in touch
Videos
Supermarkets
Outdoor and indoor games
Camera
Idols who inspired me
Dinners with family
Change
Selfless people
Generosity
Babies - they are so freaking cute
Partner
Weekends
Birds chirping
Origami - they're unique
Birthday wishes
They who make me smile
Electricity
Sweets and candy
Junk foods
Exercises
Creepy strangers - they taught me to be more careful
Poems - they're meaningful
Pickup lines - they also help me to smile
School
Friends' lame jokes
Warm blanket
Bad habits
Good habits
Crowd
Self-confidence
Self-respect
Cozy places
Special days
Surprises
Sadness
Happiness
Clumsiness
You

Here were my 100 things to be thankful for. How about you? Don't you have anything to be thankful for? If yes, why don't you make your own post and share them to others?

And yes, I'm serious when I said you're one of the things to be thankful for. I love you guys for being here and spending your precious time reading my posts 😉

Till then. Wallahualam 💋

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The Worst And Most Horrific Things I’ve Ever Accidentally Done To A Book

Assalamualaikum and hi

Books have been a part of my life since forever. Reading makes me feel wonderful. Thus, the books that I read must surely be taken care well. I treat my books like they're my queens and won't ever think to even bend them.

However, sometimes accidents may occur and my books might damage because of my own fault. This totally spoiled my mood. I'll maybe cry my heart out. After all, they are my books and I really take care of them. I hate myself for being clumsy and careless.

I've dropped my book in a drain

This happened several times, in school especially. I was holding too many of books till I can see nothing in front. And then, one of the books slipped and directly went into the drain. God, if it was my home's drain, I would never really mind. It was school drain and school drain was too much for my books 😭

I broke the spine

This is one of the worst. I promised myself not to break the spine, but I broke my own promise. I did it with or without purpose. Thanks for being lazy enough. I've regretted but always repeat the same mistake. I hate breaking spine, but I always did them 😩

I've torn pages

I even did this on my textbook and became panic like hell. Textbooks aren't mine, so it was a must to take really good care of them. However, because of my clumsiness, I accidentally tore a page or few from turning them too fast. I was like 'Good Amira, really good' while knocking my head repeatedly

I've spilt food on book pages

I did this once and will never do this again. I was too hungry, but too eager to stop reading, which makes me eat some foods while reading. And damn, the food spilt. I did curse, seriously. Will never ever forgive myself for being too eager.

I've stuffed too many books in a bag and bent covers

This always happens to my school books. There's too many books to be stuffed in my tiny school bag and apparently, the covers bent. I'm so glad of this -_- Feel like ironing the covers so it would be like before. Or maybe I should bring a travel bag to school.

I've folded the pages

This is a normal thing actually. But for me, folded pages aren't nice and might make my books cacat. I really hate this and rather use a bookmark then folding the pages. So, I would admit that I have quite a number of bookmarks, handmade or what.

There you go. I'm always being a paranoid when it comes to books. Anyone who face the same problem?

So, what was the worst thing you ever done to your book? Why don't you share them to me? I would really love to know. 😀

Till then. Wallahualam 💋

Assalamualaikum and hi

I stumbled upon Fatin's and Liyana's blog and found this. This kind of post always crossed in my mind actually. But, I'm too lazy to do anything that time, so yeah, why not now, no?

Actually, I think I've already told almost everything about myself on my About page. But, it would be good if I share some more. Especially for those who never open my About page 😛

Let's go!

1. I'm sixteen, but nobody would expect this as I'm petite and my younger sister was much taller than me. Sometimes, this is really offensive, but I'm glad I look younger actually :P

2. I love English more than Bahasa. But I never have the guts to speak English as my pronunciation was bad.

3. I love to eat but I hate to cook. Forgive me, mom! 😶

4. I'm really secretive. I rarely share my personal problems to people even to my mom. But she was the best in predicting me. She always know when I was having problems.

5. I'm really clingy. Less self-confidence makes me can't be apart with my friends. When I'm being alone, there's a feeling that someone, no matter they're good or bad, is watching me like I'm doing something really bad to them.

6. I love watching people dancing. I was lucky that my Chinese classmates were really good in dancing. They always amazed me with their cute dance.

7. I'm really choosy when it's come to a man. My friends never introduce their boyfriends to me as I always said they're not handsome at all 😂

8. I have the habit to blink my eyes rapidly when talking with people. This sometimes makes people misunderstand. They thought I didn't understand what they're talking about.

9. I love to drink plain water. Juices can't quench my thirst quickly.

10. I have a strong heart and rarely cry. But when I burst in tears, I can't stop easily.

11. Back then, I love when my hair was short. But now, I love when my hair was long and never want to cut them off.

12. I have the most confidence in my smile and my eyebrows. 😆

13. I have a habit to scratch my neck when I'm nervous.

14. I'm really forgetful. I can't even remember what I'm talking about for the past 10 minutes.

15. People kept saying I'm matured. But I never think so. I'm so childish around my family and friends.

Now, I think you know many things about me already. Why not sharing yours? I would glad to know you better 😗

Till then. Wallahualam 💋

Assalamualaikum and hi

So, I was editing my blog for the few times and I hope it would stick like this a bit longer. Hating myself from getting bored of the same look easily. Everyone now can sigh in relief as I'll stop editing now. However, this will only last a few days, I guess. So, here, I'm willingly would love to share what and where I usually go to edit my blog. Plus, this actually could be useful for myself too, where I can easily get back here to find any of my references.

So, My Blog References and Resources would be ;

#1 Wanaseoby [link]

If you're only editing basic things like navbar, blockquote or special hover, you could eventually visit this blog. Her tutorials were awesome and easy to understand for those who are 'loading tahap tenuk' like me.

#2 Helplogger [link]

I really love the tutorials here. All of the tutorials provided worked magnificently. This is a blog to visit if you want to go further in editing your blog. I've learnt how to do more complicated things like related post widgets, read more options and that Pin It button here.

#3 Xomisse [link]

This blog's tutorials are much more complicated. I won't recommend this for those beginners. I rarely use the blog's tutorials as I myself easily got confused too. However, the tutorials were outstanding and hard to find. Have a look!

#4 AzreenSofia [link]

She wasn't providing any tutorials. But she's the one who gives me lots of ideas to update posts when I'm having a writer's block. You would totally in love with her blog and herself once you stepped into her blog just like I do 💗

#5 GoogleFonts [link]

The reason why I like this site is because they're providing various types of fonts without having me to download any of them. This is so easy and handy as I really hate to download fonts that are surely won't be used regularly. It will be a waste. Google Fonts helps you to add fonts by only copying their provided link. So easy!

#6 StockSnap.io [link]

Here is where I got stock photos. The pictures provided were stunning and high quality. This will help you with good photos in your posts. Have a visit and you'll have a headache of choosing a photo ><

#7 SouthernSpeakers [link]

Here's another tutorial blog. But this will suit them who are using a dynamic view template more. A lot of tutorials for that particular template. However, there's tutorials for other templates too!

#8 WHSR [link]

If you're unaware of your blogging skills, you could quickly visit this blog. They're providing tips and tricks to help beginners to improve their blogs and their writing skills. There's also cute freebies here 😁

#9 Lyssa [link]

Nahh, who doesn't know her? She's a cute blogger with cute writing style and cute tutorials to be done. Other than referring to her tutorials, I also made her as one of my biggest inspirations. How about you?

#10 ErinAzmir [link]

She's my another inspiration. There's tons of things she taught about blogging things. I'm sure anyone who visit will love her writing.

So, they are my references and resources. How about yours? Do you have any blogs that you refer to? Why not sharing them with me? I would glad to know 😀

Till then. Wallahualam. 💋

Assalamualaikum

This tag is originally created by Fatina but I found this on Siqah's blog. Thanks for both of them for giving me an idea to update. Oh my, I got nothing to update recently. Someone help me 😢

So, let's terjah :P

1. Your current reading

Don't judge me. I have nothing to read so I grab one from my sister's collection. Just, why not? 😂

2. Suggest one of your favourite book.

Hard to choose actually. But I rather choose My Heart and Other Black Holes by Jasmine Warga. I still can't move on from this book ><

3. What genre do you like to read?

Young adult. Horror. Thriller. Actually I can read anything as long as it suits my taste

4. How many books do you read in a month?

Around 3 to 5 books. But it also depends on my mood actually.

5. Where do you usually purchase books?

Any nearby bookstores. And also booksales. So heaven!

6. Have you ever fall to sleep when reading because you find out, its tedious?

No. I don't want to ruin my books. They are my life 💖

7. Which one do you prefer, standalone or trilogy/series?

Both are okay. But I would rather choose a standalone. I have a love-hate relationship with series books before, I can't find the next series T_T

8. Which book(s) has cheer you up?

Too much. I can't choose. 😝

9. Do you read book's review before buying it?

Sometimes. But usually not. I don't want to give any bad impressions to the book that I had read the review.

10. Will you stop reading, if the book isn't interesting or will you keep on reading them?

No matter how boring the book was, I'll still read. It hard to stop as it will leave me in curiosity. So, I'll keep reading. This is how I appreciate the writers too 😊

11. Have you re-reading the book again and again?

Yes but I need to forget the storyline first or I'll be expecting what happening next.

12. Do you ever felt that once you finish reading a book, you find it hard to move on from it?

Always but only for somewhile. I can move on to a new book soon. Maybe in few days?

13. Have you ever cried during your reading?

For right now, not yet. I don't have any privacy to cry. I don't want my family to see my with furrowed eyebrows if I cry suddenly. But, sometimes I will tear up. Huhu 😛

14. Why do you think reading has make you happy?

Reading helps me to be into the characters. This is another way for me to run away from my reality. By reading, I could travel, do something new and even married (pft..) Nothing can make me as this happy honestly.

There you go. I'm done with this tag. I would glad if you wanna join too :)

Till then. Wallahualam.

Assalamualaikum

I actually found this on Mai's blog. Thanks to her for giving me an idea to update. I'm running out of idea, honestly 😂

So, let me share my study habits :)

#What time you start studying and how long?
I always do any revision or study by the evening. As for me, studying at night will never be good. I don't sure why, but my brain will be slower by nights. I also never did any revision by early mornings. I always have the urge to, but I never wake up too early to do so T_T

#Do you stay up all night to study?
I've tried. But I can't. So, NO.

#Any favourite place or port while you study?
No. I can study anywhere I want, but not in front of the television. It will totally distract me from studying though. Same goes to bed. I'll be too lazy once I'm on my bed. My best port is in the kitchen, with a cup of tea and a jar of biscuits so I can eat when I feel bored ><

#Do you listen to music or not?
I love to listen to music. But, not when I'm studying. I'm the type that easily got distracted when studying. So, music will definitely interrupt me and my books, especially when I need to study subjects that need me to memorize things such as Biology.

#Do you start from front page or back page of book?
Front page for sure. Some subjects have chapters that related to each other. So, skipping any chapter won't help any better. Plus, I'm quite slow in understanding. I need to go through one by one and reversing chapters would be really funny 😐

#Do you study all of section or just the important section?
Depends. For Form 4, subjects like Biology and Chemistry only give out the basics about the subjects on the first chapter. So I usually skipped as there's nothing to study about. I also did this for monthly test where there's only a few chapters or sections will be asked. So, only some important and 'popular' sections. But I never done this on my final exams.

#Do you highlight your textbooks?
Nope. High schoolers don't have any right on their textbooks as they will be collected back by the end of the year. So, we're forbidden to highlight our textbooks. But I did highlight my workbooks and reference books. This helps me to understand the important things on a section.

#Prefer studying with a book or you like making small notes which can be carried everywhere?
I can do both. But I like making notes more. Books like Sejarah was written in paragraphs but somehow not everything in a paragraph were important. So, notes will help me study better and easier.

#Will you memorize all chapters or not?
Nope. This is somehow bullying my brain. There's tons of facts to memorize and I know my brain can't afford it. So the best thing is to understand the chapters well. Eventhough it needs time, but it was much better. I love this way as I can imagine myself being in those chapters especially subjects like Sejarah. I also won't stuck if I suddenly fotgot the things I memorize.

#What method you have for a smart study?
For subjects that need me to memorize facts or such, I'll use my friends' name to arrange my facts. Things such as 'Aisha Pakai Seluar Terbalik' will make me memorize better. Funny but this is the truth. And of course, without my friend's knowing though. Or I will get kicked on my ass 😆

#How you got your motivation to study?
When my biggest rivals got better results than me, then I'll be totally fumed. I like challenges and I'll do anything to win the challenge that I did purposely. In a good way surely.

#Do you decorate your study table? If do, how?
I don't. I like making things simple but I do love cute stuffs ><

#What most important things you must have on it?
My books, my pencil case, a glass of plain water, my phone and sometimes my laptop.

That's how I study. So, what's yours?

Till then. Wallahualam.

Assalamualaikum

I'm just scrolling through my gallery just now and found some photos that I think really heart-touching. Thanks to him who shared them and I was lucky to be one of the viewers. 😊

Here are the pictures.

It goes deep inside my heart, though. To be honest, I'm not really that close to my abah. Abah is somehow creepy. He could be really cold but really funny sometimes. No one among us could guess what is in his heart. And this makes us a bit awkward to even joke around.

However, abah never being harsh. When we did something wrong, he never beat. No rotan, no hitting, no nothing. But still, my siblings and I will be really awkward when we're with him. Me especially. I was the eldest, happened to be the closest one to him in my childhood years. But as time flew, things changed. I almost treated him like a stranger. Even until now.

I just don't know why. I can't be too comfortable with him anymore. It feels strange. Seeing these photos made me realize how cruel I was to him, my own dad. I have to admit. I hate when he nags, I hate when he suddenly raises his voice to anyone of us, I hate when he complains about what we're doing. But, I have to accept the fact that he's our leader. He has the right to speak out when we're doing wrong.

I even have to stop a few times when writing this. Feel like crying 😭. Crap! Haha.

Nowadays, people, girls especially, simply ignored their dad. Putting their 'husband-to-be' as their adored man. Little do they think of how much their dad had sacrificed for them? Seeing this situation always make me in guilt. But I also did the same. Ignoring abah. He must be really sad for this.

I forgot that he was the man. The man who has done the 'iqamah' when I was born. The man who first teaches me how to walk (well, this was what mama told). The man who taught me ABC till I know how to read a newspaper. And the man who willingly die in order to make me happy. I forgot him and I regretted.

Love you, abah 💓

Don't ignore your dad. Appreciate them when they're still with you.

Till then. Wallahualam.

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